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Friday, November 17, 2006
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Smoking is the most hideous thing ever. It victimizes people every second with it's suffocating, deadful chemical composition. Well, it was originally for social status but today, what is its role? Kill people.
Make this as your battle cry.
*i blabbed at*
11/17/2006 06:12:00 PM
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Friday, September 22, 2006
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I am lost. Can someone please light my path?
*i blabbed at*
9/22/2006 05:07:00 PM
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Friday, September 08, 2006
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It's really something when you stand for what you believe in. And I believe that I must cancel my account in friendster because, well, it's really a waste of time browsing there. Waste of money, too. Diba? I find myself so weird 3 years ago. Approving a friend request in the Internet. I mean meeting friends must be a direct action, not with the use of a wire or a satellite or something. Kailangan pa ba ng click of a button for you to have a friend? Is it necessary to find approve a friend request from the person that is already included in your circle of friends? I am not trying to hurt somebody with these words of mine. Pardon me if I do so. It's my opinion and no one has the right to consider it as fallible.
Now I know. Friendster is simply odd.
There's another thing that's bothering me.
I need to study harder.
Well, that's my all-time problem.
*i blabbed at*
9/08/2006 08:11:00 PM
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The people who are in the evacuation centers in Legaspi, Albay were given cartons for the coldness that they experiences while they sleep.
Why carton? Hindi nalang kumot. Ganun na ba kahirap at karamot ang mga mamamayan sa Pilipinas?
Our country really is pitiful. While time passes by, poverty worsens. If we only thought of starting to follow our religion lessons about God's dream for humanity which is the Fullness of Life, and believe one of the reason why our resources becomes barren--our never-ending wants. Economics and Religion. I never thought the lessons of these two will never intersect. And incidentally, I will be having my first quarter examination in those two subjects on Monday and I haven't studied a thing because of the piled requirements that my teachers placed on my shoulders.
I will condition myself that I won't be having good grades this quarter.
WISHES:
- Be accepted in UP Manila (course: BS Pharmacy)
- receive my diploma next year
- Huwag nang mag-absent.
My only wishes.
*i blabbed at*
8/11/2006 07:10:00 PM
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Curse 17. Someone please take 17 out of the number system.
First I flunked my quizzes then I had failed to submit my physics experiment and my ancient Sulating Pormal. I am so stupid not submiting that theme last week. I was about to submit it last friday but I was so worried that my teacher might get mad at me for being so inconsiderate to my grade. Speaking of grade, I so wish that I won't get a low grade in Filipino. My quizzes are not-so-good ones and I submit the requirements late. I have officially turned myself into an undesirable person.
IRRESPONSIBLE. I must uproot this mess or I'll be doomed to live with it. This will become a hindrance of me being an excellent surgeon. I still haven't decide which field I would concentrate.
*i blabbed at*
7/17/2006 06:52:00 PM
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Must catch up with school works. If you haven't know the latest, I had an appendectomy just last June 25. It was really a sudden event. I had cough, colds and fever the day before that day and then all of a sudden, I had stomachaches and after quite sometime, it transferred to the lower right portion of my abdomen. I couldn't stand up all by myself. I had to feel the intense pain before I could stand up. It was really a horrible experience. And I don't want to talk about it already.
Bah. I am bored typing. I should go now and just watch TV.
*i blabbed at*
7/07/2006 01:36:00 PM
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A lot has happened these past few days; particularly since school started. And I am too worn-out to narrate all the happenings that I encountered detail by detail. I'll just do that on my journal if I had the chance to do so this weekend because I have lots to accomplish. There's the quizzes and the advance reading and the review for both school lessons and for entrance exams. No time for dawdling. How extremely sad.
I'm too eager to have summer symphony back in my system. I regret (as always) of my way of spending summer '06. I am exceptionally STUPID. Yes, I did things I enjoy but considering that I had so many relaxing, satisfying things to do, I forgot to rest a lot. Almost everyday I make sure I update this. I should have spend those time resting my tormented brain. Throughout summer, I always wake up at around 6am or 7am. It's so early if you had started your beauty sleep at 10 or 11 pm.
I will see to it that I will rest this coming summer. [Graduate na ako! Dapat lang! ;) ].
*i blabbed at*
6/16/2006 05:28:00 PM
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Note to self: Tune with time. You can't turn it back. Time won't be the one chasing after you, just like what your teachers remind you. Do not take time for granted. It's too valuable to treat it like that so better use it wisely.
Notice that I no longer promised to do better blah blah in this coming school year. Why make an oath if you won't do it anyway. You just wasted the energy of your brain cells. Seriously, oath is intended to be brought to reality. Breaking an oath gives the impression of weak faith in God. Oath always comes with faith in God. We ask for strength and determination from God.
So if you're planning to make an oath, better think twice if you'll be able to accomplish that.
*i blabbed at*
6/09/2006 08:19:00 PM
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Last day of dawdle. Hell no. I still have to:
- continue putting necessary stuffs in my bag
- condition myself for school which must be done weeks before june7
- fix my study table for incoming tasks
I expected this day to be my free day. *frowns*
*i blabbed at*
6/06/2006 08:02:00 AM
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Miranda tagged me so I have no choice but to do this thing.
Name ten of life's simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick ten people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.
1. Laughter. The best medication for everyone.
2. Brand new day. Need I explain?
3. Electricity. Never take this for granted most especially if you're living in the city. I can't live without this.
4. Sunlight. Just imagine an summer afternoon of murkiness.
5. Art.
6. Oxygen. Like I said, never take things for granted such as this one.
7. Reveries. Life is boring without daydreaming.
8. Chance of dawdling. Yes, wasting time is a no-no but I can't help it. Can you?
9. Food.
10. Loved Ones.
*i blabbed at*
6/03/2006 10:10:00 AM
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I can't establish a positive thought about the start of school on June 7 except that I would meet my friends again. In my 12 years of being a student, I still don't like the concept of school in our society. Yes, we need to have a very good educational background. You should at least finished an undergraduate course for you to get a decent job these days. Education is the basis of your survival. People are being unfair in my opinion. How will those unfortunate people who have no capacity to pay tuition fees survive? They'll depend on the alms they'll get. They'll become parasites. I wish the gov't would think of better solutions for this injustice.
Hindi nila kasalanan na hindi sila makapag-aral. At hindi rin kasalanan ng mga magulang nila na ganun sila.
So I must do better in school. I'm lucky I still can go to school.
*i blabbed at*
6/01/2006 09:33:00 AM
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Is there such thing as 'third sex' in tribes? It really bugs me just after watching globe trekker. They featured a tribe in Kenya and then suddenly here appeared a man wearing a spag. Well, I am not really that sure if that person is a male or female. Oh well. But somehow, that image formulated a sudden wonder. But my hunch is there is such thing in tribes. We never know, right?
 Nero's main responsibility is to detect if someone harmed the house or us. He is a guard dog but a stupid one. He chases everyone, even those who are totally harmless like elderly or children. But Nero is a great dog. :)
Our dog is also a very outgoing one. He likes to go out but not over the gate. He really likes to people watch and chase them afterwards. 
I love this look. :) This reminds me of the great, stylish Audrey Hepburn. Ooooh, I am so giddy to watch a movie of her. Anyone there who have one? Can I lend it? Pretty please? :)
 (drools)
*i blabbed at*
5/30/2006 06:36:00 PM
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I found this oh so colorful book at Booksale (fave!). It's some sort of advice book about problems that affect us from succeeding. I read a few pages. I really could relate to it and that's why I love it. It's really something when you can completely relate to a book.
According to the book, it's really okay if you're at the middle of perfection and mediocrity. It's normal. And it also said that procrastination is is caused by perfection. If you plan a perfect one, you could possibly end up accomplishing nothing at all. You don't want to ruin that perfect picture so you just take your time because you're uber confident that all things would end up perfect as prophesied by your perfect plan. So you also take time doing what you want to do. You're not aware that time already left you so you start chasing it. And that means only one thing, CRAMMING. And you'll become crabby and all to yourself and even to the people around you. And eventually, you'll start to wish the earth would eat you up.
That already happened to me a couple of times most especially in high school.
*i blabbed at*
5/29/2006 09:51:00 AM
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Feeling very confident that our last session would start at 8am, I took my time in prepping up and set out at 6:50am.
As I was crossing España, it occurred to me that our session might start at 7am because we're scheduled to take our 2nd and last simulation test. I checked the time. It's already 5 mins before 7am. Damn. How will I ever reach the review center in about 5 mins considering that the jeepney ride from my house to the center would take me about 15-20 mins. Now, I'm totally doomed.
Ok, ok. I'm late again. Another mishap.
But it turns out I am not late! Yey! Just got lucky! Yeah!
The test was like what we took the very 1st day.
We finished off at 11:16am.
I forced myself to bid farewell to him. Infatuation will only prevail its goal which is to manipulate me and eventually, destroy my life. Why spend your precious time indulging oneself in formulating unrealistic situations, right? And the worst thing is, there's zero possibility of bringing those unrealistic situations into reality. How dreadful.
Ciao!
*i blabbed at*
5/27/2006 08:56:00 AM
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I feel so dumb and stupid having spent wasted my time thinking of HIM. I became expectant about something that wouldn't come to reality. It preferred to just nest in my imagination. It's really a total waste of time in my part. *sighs*
I was never a fan of ranting about melancholic events in my life. I am an optimistic person. As much as possible, I alleviate negatively-charged thoughts. Considering I am out of control at times, I just can't eliminate it without externalizing it. It will just self-destruct in me and I will end up walking on the wrong road.
ANYWAY
I just arrived from BRAINS because I had to give to them the chem problem set. Instead of giving them weeks ago that problem set, I gave to them the exercise which we're supposed to keep. Stupid. I wasted money for the jeepney fare. Total no-no in our crisis today. Bah. What's happening to me? I'm lost. Help me.
Caio!
*i blabbed at*
5/23/2006 10:17:00 AM
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I accepted the fact that there's a zero chance of being friends with him. Ok. If that's what you want, fate then so be it. But I want you to know that I hate your decision. I hate you for that.
BTW, I have a unique laugh: Dahahahahahaha****o
*laughs* That's not a bad word! It's a name! I just can't display his name here.
Ciao!
*i blabbed at*
5/22/2006 03:42:00 PM
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The sands in the upper part of the hourglass starts to empty itself out onto the lower part. I can't seem to accept the fact that in a few more days, I would soon turn the hourglass upside down again and cope with a new situation. And I don't have the strength to do that. Time is so unruly at times. Wait, time is not the one unruly, it's us. We don't do something we can do right at this moment. "I'll just do that later." or "Tomorrow na yan!"
The problem is us. We just blame someone or something if we don't see things right. Blame yourself instead than pointing out those who are innocent.
So I will no longer blame time for soaring so fast. I will just blame myself. It's really my fault.
I will definitely miss YOU.
*i blabbed at*
5/20/2006 01:50:00 PM
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Here's a conversation between me and Ate Abet.
Setting: We were in a moving jeepney that had passed Halili-Cruz School of Ballet.
me: Bakit hindi mo pinara? Lampas na ako.
Ate Abet: Ha? (externalized a puzzled look)
me: May klase pa ako sa Halili-Cruz School of Ballet!
Ate Abet: Tumigil ka nga. Sa panaginip nalang yan. Ikaw kasi hindi mo pinagpatuloy.
me: (sighs)
Yep, in my dreams. In my damn dreams.
Here's another one with my dad.
Setting: Around 2pm.
dad: Hanggang Wednesday nalang kayo diba?
me: Opo
dad: May party kayo?
me: Bakit?
dad: Eh kasi kadalasan nagpaparty pagtapos na ang review sessions.
me: Talaga? (wishing)
In your dreams again!
*sighs*
Not all the time we can have what we want. I cannot wish to God to bring me back to the time wherein I was a ballet student. He won't give that to me. Time cannot be repeated. It is a continuous and we, humans must not squander a nanosecond of it. It won't return. Never. And on the other hand, I also cannot wish to God to make 2 people know each other with a wiggle of a magic wand, right? I have a hunch I won't have the chance to know YOU. But I will thank YOU for giving me the light I need to recognize a day as a special day. Thank YOU for that light. Thank YOU so much even if YOU are not aware of what YOU are to me. Salamat talaga ng marami.
Note: This is not a goodbye to ice cream#34! I will see him next week. *laughs*
Ciao!
*i blabbed at*
5/19/2006 04:31:00 PM
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If I was made to choose between ice cream#34 and be a ballerina, well, I would choose to be a ballerina. Why? Simple. My heart says so.
I always wanted to be one. I so adore ballerinas dancing oh so gracefully most especially when they dance on their toes. Ballet made me discover that I can achieve something I really want if I do something. I was promoted from Primary level to RAD II (RAD II is equivalent to grade 2). I mean how awesome is that? Ms. Radaic was the one who promoted me because she saw in me that I really love ballet. I can still remember how I said to myself these words:"Gagalingan ko para tumaas level ko!". And I really did my best. :) It paid off. Pinakita ng ballet na pag ginusto talaga ng isang tao ang isang bagay at gumawa siya ng paraan para makuha ang bagay na yun, walang pakundangang makukuha niya iyon. And that's the reason why I so love ballet.
BTW, ice cream#34 ay si alam mo na. He's the one I was ranting about for quite sometime here. *laughs* He's so adorable. *laughs a mocking laugh* Oh shut up, self! Here you go again, dreaming about him.
How will I ever know YOU? That's what I can say right now. *sighs* Ciao!
*i blabbed at*
5/17/2006 05:28:00 PM
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I take things for granted. Like my review sessions. I don't really like attending the review (ows?). Well, not that I don't like the whole thing but I'm just not into you know, stressing your brain in the middle of summer. It's a no-no for students. Righty-o?
Alrighty. I don't really know what I want to rant.
So I'll just make a new skin for my blog.
Caio!
*i blabbed at*
5/16/2006 01:54:00 PM
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Nero's main responsibility is to detect if someone harmed the house or us. He is a guard dog but a stupid one. He chases everyone, even those who are totally harmless like elderly or children. But Nero is a great dog. :)
(drools)
